My boyfriend came home late what should I do?

Hey guys my boyfriend told me yesterday when he was at the works party he was going to be late he will be home half an hour but in stead he was an hour late he said he couldn't get away and his boss kept on plying the drinks. Later on when I spoke to my boyfriend about the royal wedding street he said you can come to our street party and our wedding I didn't know whether he meant me or someone else he has not formally propsed to me if he hasn't then it's not me what should I do? I have lost hope of anyone asking me to marry me I'm 33 my looks are gone I'm a divorcee even my first husband didn't propose to me. What should I do?